Frog! Something we learned at Valley Hope, Norton Kansas. Fully Rely On God -some people stutter there so F-FROG means Forever and Fully Rely On God - And that’s right, I was in a rehab center. I just got done drinking about 20 beers a day all day long (sometimes more sometimes less) and I hated it. My liver started to fail after years of daily and consecutive-day to day drinking. The process as follows: Wake up > shot of vodka > straight to beer. To top it off - My family was poor, I was poor, and yet we had to pay bout’ $16,000 out of pocket. God grant me the serenity… Which he did! I never gave up. I spent 30 days in rehab and completed my stay there! I had to quit cold turkey and had extreme alchohol withdrawal because the medications there made everything worse. :(

I nearly died of withdrawals if not died. Then the miracles began happening….

As of 4/19/2025 00:41 CST I am 93 days sober. (I’ll fix the formatting of this page later… I’m sleepy :))

Valley Hope had amazing people! It also had some not so amazing people. I had an amazing testimony there and even written vows to the LORD and my future wife (that I believed I’d find sometime) and put it on a personalized cup that was mine and I had with me! Well, I recently found that future wife and decided I wanted the cup back… When I got back to Valley Hope I said: “I’m not going to leave without my cup!” <3 But I couldn’t get it back unfortunately and since I’m stubborn about getting my property back, I was arrested and spent 3 days in a prison - MAXIMUM SECURITY and solitary confinement for “Criminal Trespass” just like outta the movies! It was pretty cool. I slept on a bed of wrought iron for 3 days and trained in my cell like Bruce Lee! I learned some cool spiritual things in there too. (The mattress was slimy so I slept on the iron instead!)

Though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death… I shall fear no evil…. -Psalms 23

It looked like this! But it was a white room and with porn drawn on the walls. It was generally used to keep people with felonies like killing people or hardcore meth possession! I tried to wash away the porn or cover it up but it wouldn’t come off xD. There was a lot of other crazy stuff drawn on the walls! They even posted my mugshot on FaceBook <3 it was pretty h a r d c o r e. lol

(They really liked my cup because I had to spend 3 days in jail to even attempt to get it back! Rawr! I failed, oh well. I made two new friends in jail though! NEVER GIVE UP NEVER SURRENDERER OR LOSE HOPE <3)